I sat down to write this post so many times throughout maternity leave, but I never felt like I had the mental capacity or the time to give it the attention it deserved until now. Now that I’m four months out and getting back into work, I’m finally hitting publish on my raw, real account of what postpartum was like for me. While you carry a child or children in my case, the excitement and nerves mount with every passing day for that glorious moment when the babies come into the world. Then, what unfolds afterward is magical, heart-swelling and, at times, just plain strange…